For the past two months, I've been working and watching lots of television. Everyday, I wake up at around 7am, exercise and eat breakfast, get ready for work and arrive at around 10am. I work at Noozhawk until 2:15pm and get to my daycare job at 2:45pm. Then I get home at around 6pm and eat dinner and watch whatever I've been watching on Netflix. Usually I'll talk to my boyfriend on the phone at around 10 and then be asleep by 2am at the latest. I've also been trying to get my computer turned off by 10pm so I can sleep by 11pm and not be too tired to wake up early and exercise.
For me, having a routine and having things to do for money is what I wanted all summer. But, lately, I've been missing the non-routine of being at college. Ok, I had classes and had regular meetings - but there was always something different going on besides those things.
There are things I have to do - I have to work and I have to exercise and I have to spend time with my loved ones.
But, I've been thinking about integrating some of these things into my week to shake things up and to possibly be more productive outside of work:
- Reading - I recently interviewed a writer, Tracy Shawn, who reminded me that reading fiction is one of the best ways to get out of your own mind. I've been trying to read every night before bed, and I've already read more in the past few days than I have in a long time.
- Catching up with friends - Grabbing lunch with a friend not only gets me in touch with other people in the area, but it's also fun. And you have to have lunch sometime - why not have some good company while you're at it?
- Yoga - I used to do some online yoga routines with friends in my final months of college. I finally am starting to get back into that groove by taking a class at a yoga studio, and hopefully it can lead into my own home practice.
- Writing - I eventually want to go publish fiction stories and it's been a long time since I've written anything. I'm getting to that place where I'm wanting to revise some of my drafts, so I've been taking some time to read them.
It may just look like another list of things that I need to do, but I don't see it that way. I want to do these things because they are enjoyable and they will help me improve myself. I could watch television for the four hours that I'm home or I could go through Tumblr posts or whatever - but there's no real quantifiable outcome.
It's ok to do nothing and sometimes, it's needed. But I'm starting to think that if I'm at least a little bit productive in my personal life, I'll be able to feel less stuck in a rut.